Today was such a beautiful day. I was actually able to enjoy the nice spring weather I have been craving. This morning Curtis drove me to school on his scooter. It was my first scooter ride of the season...besides the time he gave me a ride around my work's parking lot. It was a fun ride. Usually I get scared and am worried we are going to crash...but not today. I was just enjoying having my arms wrapped tightly around Curtis and having the cool breeze blow through my hair.
After my class, I had a nice walk home. I realized on my walk home just how much I talk to myself. Really...I talked to myself the whole way home...not out loud of course...I don't think. I realized I spend a lot of my day just thinking about the most random things. I do it all the time. I will be watching tv but not paying attention to the show at all. Instead I am thinking about something that happened earlier at work or thinking about a new song that I am contemplating downloading from iTunes. Other times, I am sitting in class "taking notes," but not even listening to what my teacher is saying. Instead, I am thinking about what I should do with my hair...should I cut it?...should I grow it long again?... or I wonder if I'm ever going to find a swimsuit that I like that actually fits me...and when I finally do find the perfect swimsuit, will I ever feel comfortable enough to wear it? I think about my family a lot too. I think about Curtis and hope he is having a good day at school. I wonder what my mom is up and how my grandparents are doing. I think about a lot of things...some crazy, some sad, some funny, but I do it all the time. On my way home from school today, while I was thinking about more crazy things, I began to realize just how much my mind wanders. It kind of made me laugh. Sometimes, I just totally space out and day dream. I act like I'm paying attention, but no, I'm not. My mind is far far away.
This blog entry turned into a totally random post, but that's okay. It's my crazy mind taking off again.
All in all, I am thankful for the beautiful day we had today. It was my first day wearing flip flips and I loved it. Luckily I enjoyed it today because supposedly the next few days are full of thunder showers. Good ol' Laramie:)
We've had a few nice days here this week- it sure is nice! You are funny- I am sort of the same way and talk way too much to myself, especially when I am getting ready or driving somewhere. Soo silly- but I can't help it!
ReplyDeleteI love that you day dream. I do the same thing. It can be bad though like if you are listening to someone and they can tell that all of the sudden you've checked out. Or in class I have even started counting the letters in the words the instructor is saying. I have to catch myself and force myself to listen. I suppose that one could be under the boredom category. But I think its healthy and that everyone does it to a certain extent... right?
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