Well my blog has pretty much sucked lately, hasn't it?
Actually don't answer that. I can get kind of sensitive about my blog.
The truth is, I've been in a funk lately. It happens from time to time. It must have something to do with being human.
I don't know how it is for you, but when I'm in a funk, I get all serious. Then my posts become all serious and deep and boring.
I think I'm now over my funk.
So now I can tell you what has been going on without all the serious, deep, boring details.
I decided a couple of weeks ago that I needed to make a change in my life. That change being a new job.
I was working from home doing the same job I had before moving to Thermopolis.
I thought working from home was going to be awesome. It was at first, but then it wasn't anymore.
It got lonely.
If I had kids and had someone else in the house to keep me company (or occupy my time), that would be one thing. But seeing as I don't have kids, I was stuck in the house all alone day after day after day.
For some that is probably great. Not for me. Even though I'm a home-body and I like my peace and quiet, I don't like to feel lonely.
I was feeling isolated.
There were other reasons besides just the loneliness factor. I won't go into details with all of that stuff (you could go without all that ranting), but point is, I knew it was time for me to change things.
I decided I needed to venture out and get more involved within the community.
I started looking in the local paper, I saw an ad for a job that seemed like it would suit me well, I applied, and a couple days later, I was setting up my new office.
I knew this was a good thing for me. I felt different pretty much immediately. I wasn't feeling anxious or overwhelmed anymore. Instead, I was feeling a great sense of relief. I knew I made the right decision.
Of course, the whole early morning thing has taken some getting use to...now I have to actually get up and get ready. This includes make-up, which as of late, has been a rare morning occurrence for me.
It feels good though. I feel productive. My energy levels are back up. I'm meeting new people.
I'm out of that damn funk and feeling happy again.
Things are looking up.
Well what fun job did you get???
ReplyDeleteOoh yes, details please! I'm glad you're out of your funk. I can definitely sympathize!
ReplyDeleteWow, congratulations!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteI know from staying at home all day, that's it's certainly not for everyone. I'm glad you realized that and made the change needed to make you happy. YAY! What kind of job are you doing now?
And don't worry, you're blog is not boring. Everyone just thinks their blog is boring--few are actually right about that. :-)
It is hard being home by yourself- with no one to talk too! I am glad you made the decision and changed something to make you happy! Good job Jen. I hope you like the new job!
ReplyDeleteCan I just say how much I LOVE your blog! My sisters even check from time to time and they always tell me how much they love it too.
ReplyDeleteOne thing that I love about it, is that you're honest. A lot of blogs can feel SO fake! It's nice to hear that other people go through struggles too.
I think you're great and I'm glad you're feeling out of your funk!
Your funk is clearly linked to all the crappy snow...
ReplyDeleteI know whatcha mean, Jen. The worst job I ever had was me sitting in a room all alone. So what's your new job?
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